HEY YO

2010-04-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

its late now and i dun wish to fall asleep
if i were to sleep, i would rather i sleep deeply and never woke up
this week will be stressful in school because there is a lot of work to do and catching up to do
after 10 pm, i switched off my brain
thoughts, u are killing me
i remember always singing 'dun be silly girl~' in ring ding dong lyrics but why can't it get inside
there is a huge difference from 26 march till now
and i guess 17 april will be much more distant
get out of me will u?
7 more months to the deadly A levels and i saw the schedule and some papers clash on the same day
2nd dec is my last paper = freedom
i don't want to run away but i can't take it

lyrics of THE NAME I LOVED-SHINee = best

2010-04-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

finally got all my common test results today..hmm well i think i did ok but very disappointed with bio so yah..every subjects improve abit from promos except bio so its ok la haha..i know i got to work even harder for mid yr now coz there isnt much time left for me to play..firstly i think i must clear my untidy table in order to study so i hope this weekend i got the motivation to clear so can study..got remedial tmr morning and on thurs after sch..nvm i know remedial will make me grow and improve..take it as a private tuition rather than a punishment :)

nowadays damn sian dun know why..life is boring!! i realise that in J2 we have lesser tests or should i say not as often as J1..dun know is it a good thing not coz in sec sch there is lots of tests in 1 week..hahhaha..kind of enjoy this kind of life but it doesnt make me study so must plan my time wisely..

i make sure i dun blanked out for MYE..the top 3 most improved students for MYE for bio will be me and i make sure i hit that..gonna dong shan zai qi :)

u are just so fake in everything u do and im more determined now

2010-03-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

common test just ended last week and i didnt sleep much that week but its ok coz im used to it..well this week got back chem and maths..did ok but still quite disappointed as some are really silly mistakes that i've committed..oh well its over but thank god i did pass..other papers i dread to take back coz i know i wont do well and what for face the harsh reality..
tmr morning got GP remedial lecture again..got to slp early today..after sch tmr rushing home pack my things and going to sec 2 campfire with qm and ps :)..at least i get to break free from the stress in sch so i got to pon cca hahaha..
well quite happy with myself coz im almost done learning RING DING DONG after donkey months coz i dun really spend time in front of the comp to really learn the steps haha..felt so accomplished :D..
i wont be distracted this yr (hopefully) becoz i know i want to be an A student in A lvls instead of a C student..its a wake up call now so pls wake up from my beauty slp and start to chiong..

i need not explain for my actions coz i know my own conscience

2010-03-16T23:20:00.003+08:00

hey peeps long time no post coz well im too busy!!

this one month have been schooling lor and everyday got homework like nobody's business..good things and bad things had happened but not going to say out..i just want to concentrate on my studies and not regret like what happened last yr..

ok on the bright side, saturday went to entertainment awards to witness artise got their awards..xiao gui was damn handsome!! but i still prefer xiao zhu although he didnt come..other artise were good man all sang live and was flawless!! the reason im there is of coz seeing SHINee!! not forgetting my KEY!! he is so HOT HOT HOT when he talks and sing and dance hahah..i melted that day..finally got to see them in person coz january incident i didnt :( but its ok coz they came back to perform better hahaha..the tickets are so worth it la..although we sat damn far but theres wide screen monitor and its so up close haha..when they came out and perform i kept screaming like a mad lady!! ok im getting agitated here..hahaha

this hols i will be studying for common test next week then break for a while and help out in dunearn event..after that should be busy to come back le so dun miss me those ppl in JA haha :D

to end off my awesome almighty KEY:

2010-02-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

i never update for 2 weeks coz im damn busy haha..every week there is dept test and some quizes that we have to take and it drains me out..homeworks are given out on daily basis..i dun like this kind of life coz it doesnt allow me to do things that i like and also hanging out with my loved ones..for me CNY i dun really enjoy myself coz i need to clear up my house, do housework, go other ppl house, ppl coming my house, dun communicate much with cousins and for this yr i will be spending CNY with my notes and hws..on the other hand CNY allows me to get ang pow and new clothes and also a long break from sch but yah not a big deal also haha..
after march hols will have common test and on 12 mar will have GP common test which im so not looking forward to it..i hate J2 life but its the path i chose so i wont regret haha..after the bad weather i know i will see sunlight again..so yeah be optimistic hahah..
got lots of stuff to do and weekends are not weekends to me hahaha..i want to go out but my work is refraining me from doing so..ok lets endure for this 9 months then the baby will come out hahhaa..no la is my long break will welcome me :D..

2010-01-24T02:15:00.003+08:00

i just bought finish my new year clothes!!! cool yo and mama say i very branded this yr hahahaha..its like i hardly buy clothes and 1 yr only got 1 chi new yr ma ahahha..shopped for the whole afternoon and evening in town..i spent mama alot of money and im damn guilty but nvm la hahaha..this yr no new shoe leh :(..i have to give up my shoes in order to buy those clothes hahaha..but nvm i got shoe stock :)..
i went out whole day means never touch my work..damn..later still need do housework sian ttm..have to chiong lor and i have to slp like now hahaha..
oh yeah SHINee is coming to Singapore on the 31st at lot 1 man!!! i want to see KEY!!! but only 1000 with the album then can sign :(..must go there super early to queue then can get their signature..means have to wake up super early hahahaha..im so in love with them!!
SHINee ♥ KEY ♥

2010-01-20T01:10:00.003+08:00

very long since i updated right..to be precise it is from sch reopen until now so readers should infer that im busy hahahha..yeah busy like hell that make me shag almost everyday..can u imagine everyday theres hw and teacher teach like aeroplane and speed off like nobody's business..trying to catch up so hope that i have the strength :)
yesterday had a break from all the stress and relax..even met peiyu on the way home haha..
oh yah J1 will come to report on 28 jan so take note those o lvl grads..
ok i think i need to slp coz i need to wake up at 5.15 to take the first train to sch coz im down for remedial..hope i dun be late although its my earliest train..ok i swear i will get at least a C for A lvls GP..any Gods want to help me fulfill my wish? hahaha

hole on the finger

2010-01-10T00:59:00.002+08:00

aiyer see portal then i know bio need to do..before ask ard everyone also say bio no hw..cheat my feelings then make me chiong hahaha..although i done my work but i never study sia..so guilty can..i think i must do a timetable for myself already to keep up the pace and get ready for A level..but my pattern always do timetable also never follow hahaha..nvm take 1 step at a time :)
i alot of things haven buy yet so im not ready for sch!! i haven buy my stationaries and sch bag..most impt things is i haven pack my table hahah..sian sch starts on the 11th and o lvl result release on 11th..i got open house duty on 12 and 13..packed sia..first week will be busy so i better catch more slp now hahahaha..
lucks to those getting result on 11th!! if can come PJC k coz PJC is a good sch :)

2010-01-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

back from sec 1 orientation camp on wed but too tired to post..it was fun sia and i enjoyed myself esp for campfire which is so much better than sec 2 camp..JA rocks my socks coz they bring joy and laughter in my life :D..not forgetting the SLs who are so cooperative during the camp which makes everything easier..good impression of them now except for some haha..i hope everyone had fun coz i did..JA got new dance seh..nice nice nice haha..was damn tired for the camp coz first day i slept for only 1 hr thanks to benedict..2nd night slept for 2 hrs..steady la..my eyes were closing when i went back home hahahaha..we were too tired to stayover at peishi house man if not sure go de..

just now went back dunearn again to bring sec 4s to SP or NP..took opal and ruby with qistina to SP..nothing to do sia and that syafiqah noisy leh ask me sit beside her everytime haha..walk ard with qistina coz free and easy and acc her to see different courses..very stupid leh i this year already J2 then still go poly see see and ppl ask me what courses i intend to take hahhaa..psycho them to go PJC haha..PJC should pay me for publicity leh :)..afterwhich went out hahah :) :)

why are ppl so bastard recently..they dun care abt other ppl feelings and are damn proud of it..well my opinion of them is that they are far more bastard than the 4 indian guys who molest the girl or ah gua during countdown..if u treat someone u dun know i dun care but the prob is someone u know..damn it la this kind of ppl should just disappear from the world man coz they are causing too much pollution and it is not CO2 or any harmful gases that cause the world to die so early..well i got ppl who supports me right?? haha..hate me i dun care coz i will be glad to accept that hate woots..no wonder both partners left both of u coz u are so polluted hahahhahaha..

anw im not being bias ok..if u dun know me well then dun judge me coz u never see it with ur own eyes..im not the only one who thinks that he is like that now..dun know why will happen maybe eyes got cement or should i say is corruption..no wonder alot of them are complaining so..dun act beng if u are not 1 and in front of ur mama act mama boy and in front of all girls u act nice guy coz apparently u are not 1 coz of ur sucky attitude..to add on u are not popular at all so dun act u are damn handsome or macho k..wow u can act so much might as well be actor but i think mediacorp will become mediacorpse..
dun bother to ask me who coz i wont say it and dun be kpo

2009-12-31T01:41:00.002+08:00

im a slacker..i need to study soon!! damn it..im not sleepy yet how? need to slp but im here..
well yes 2009 is ending soon in 22 hrs time..omg i think i will miss 2009 but im sure 2010 will be a better yr for me coz i will be much busier haha..
lets look back at 2009..
jan: went to sec 1 orientation as a graduate and JA member..it wasnt as fun as i thought but still i know more abt my sch mates :)..it is an impt month to me..o lvl result release and i need to choose a place to go either jc or poly..in the end PJC is my choice after much consideration from teachers..and is CNY when i receive much ang paos haha..
feb: sch starts for me and orientation was a blast..i made new friends and im proud to be in the class of 09S02!!trying hard to adapt to a jc lifestyle but it turn out ok haha..
march: tests after tests coming..went to sec 2 adventure campfire and stayed over..didnt enjoy much as i thought it was boring haha..
april: PW was the killer haha..i dun rmb much abt this month but all i know is hw is piling up..but still hang on coz exams are coming..
may: teacher was rushing through all works coz MYE is coming after hols..was quite hectic coz i didnt slp much during that month..well i think everyone didnt slp much coz we are rushing through hws haha..
june: although 1 month hols is long but i think is quite short for me coz alot hw and busy over SL camp..every week there is a meeting and at the same time i need to study for my MYE..but overall i enjoyed the camp much with the JAs :D
july: MYE results were out and wasnt happy but still life goes on haha..
aug: i cant recall haha..all i rmb was im busy haha..
sep: rough month should i say..breakdown all the way when my promos is just 1 month away..at least work keeps me from thinking too much..yup so study my ass out for promos..
oct: it was my bday month haha..i will rmb how everyone celebrated my bday :D..thanks lots..hmm oh yah was busy for PW oral presentation and WR..promos result release and was quite sad over GP and CSE..rest were fine :)
nov: PW oral presentation finally arrived..did ok and hope to secure good grades..promotion status was out and thankfully was promoted..this is the month when i pon classes the most haha..sch ends and piles of work for us to do..had alot of meetings haha..
dec: sec 1 orientation planning was ok haha..meetings and meetings..did hw almost everyday..didnt enjoy my hols at all!!
well that sums up my 2009..hopefully i will enjoy life to the fullest coz 2012 is nearing hahaha..

i dun think im going to scold or say anything bad abt anyone in this blog next time coz its just a waste of time and of coz it makes my blog dirty..oh btw no need to teach me how i lead my life and what i do to make everyone happy coz im not happy doing so..if u are unhappy abt it, u can just erase me from ur memories coz i dun give a damn..

2009-12-30T01:57:00.003+08:00

i just knew my mum is not working until monday!! which means no freedom!!
sian ttm..she ard i cannot do things i normally do at home haha..sure nag alot..but at least someone is at home coz most of the time in the afternoon i dun see anyone although my dad is ard hahah..he always stays in his room..he zi bi!!
i realise i spent a lot recently so im on the budget project..i dun want to spend so much already haha..sian ah sch going to reopen although jc 1 week later then sch reopen but need go back for sec 1 orientation..hope i enjoy myself during the camp..
went JP earlier on and saw a lot of familiar faces..all from PJC haha..oh yah caiyan is officially my counsin for the day hahahhaha..
QM KUKU haha.. :D

childish acts from childish mindsets..learn to grow up KID!

2009-12-26T04:47:00.002+08:00

im still awake!!!!
i dun know what am i suppose to do right now
im having mixed feelings abt everything
it is so damn irritating urgh!
after watching hai pai tian xin i sometimes feel like im lin da lang/xue hai, the character show luo is acting as well as what they are going through
when i watch the feeling is like how come it is so alike in my life at some point of time
realise some sentence they say are quite true in real life and i learnt something from there
well cant wait for the next episode coz i chiong all the way to episode 8 :)
later going to wake up and go out with mama

everyday i have been hopeful
i dun know is it good or bad
maybe i have lost the battle that i haven fought yet coz i dun have the strength to carry on fighting.......
promises are meant to be broken right?
lessons are learnt this way

2009-12-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes the truth hurts so bad that its so damaging to one
i just learnt about the truth not long ago
i hate those who tell u lies just to make u happy and on the other end they continue doing things u dun like
is not once but twice
i did give chances but did u cherish it?
what for when u lost hold of something then want to treasure it?
so this is my real christmas present which is the reality

im guilty no more
i was blind indeed

my jojo wait for me
3 days is all i need
i want to start 2010 with a blast with you my pie

2009-12-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

work is always never ending for me then how to revise??
im so sick and tired of all my work and i just want to relief my stress
felt accomplished but still.......
mood aint good these days so dun provoke me
im like a messenger and always send sms to ppl ask them free not
but yah finally i can go out after so many days of staying at home coz i will be out helping bookshop auntie to sell books on sec 1 reporting day
sch re-opening soon and im not ready for sch coz it will be 1 hectic yr ahead which i dun like..
brain cells will be killed and i dun like to work under stress
anw who cares coz i dun know what am i talking now

shut the fuck up if u dun know anything

2009-12-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

hmm i dun know why so many ppl are so interested who am i referring to in my previous blog post..well since there are misunderstanding might as well i explain here..im referring to my relatives namely my cousin and auntie alright..they felt left out when my family and another auntie plan to have a dinner and never ask her family along..then they want to go overseas and leave my ah ma at home..no one is at home looking after my ah ma so if anything happen is she going to be responsible..then my cousin keep on side her mother and blame us..ok so yah thats all about it and next time dun ask me who am i referring to coz im sick and tired explaining when everytime ppl ask..i wont write things in my blog when i know the person im referring to is reading my blog..so yah dun misunderstand me..
on the bright note singapore did well in swimming in the SEA Games :D

2009-12-11T02:10:00.002+08:00

wah today is the most slack out of the week i think..everyday do hw and im doing so slowly coz i do infront of the tv haha..tues never do coz was out then today watch sea games..singapore is damn good sia with 11 gold medals won on the first day and is on top of the medal tally..hmm im done with chem hw but haven do periodicity coz my notes with mayvin..tmr going to start maths..my aim is to finish my hw by end of next week so can study as well as rest la haha..right now im behind my study plan schedule..jiayous jiayous coz i know i can do it..1 more yr thats all i need and then i can slack like hell le :D:D..ok dun be so carried away..
thank god daddy came home in 1 piece coz he told me he met with an accident and his cab spinned..he trying to avoid a motorbike thats why will like that..his cab in bad shape then tmr cannot drive..my mum is with my grandma in malaysia and my bro having chalet..left both of us at home..if anything happen to dad i dun know what i will do..he dun dare tell mum coz scared she worried then want to come home hahaha..actually im suppose to go malaysia with them but dun want la no mood and i want to do my work..so yah dad came home safely :)

motivation pls come find me everyday :D

2009-12-06T23:55:00.003+08:00

thurs and fri is cip at causeway point and i swear it is damn tiring coz we are standing there for 5 hrs and at the same time asking ppl to donate..
i have been like saying this sentence "hi, excuse me, would u like to make a donation for the children in indonesia?" for 99999999 times hahaha..i see all kinds of ppl there man..some so rude never reply to u and just walk off..some damn funny coz they seem interested then we explain to them in details and guess what they didnt donate a single cents hahaha..but at least there is air con and breaks given to us as well as meal allowance so not too bad..i drop dead when i reach home..
sat woke up damn early becoz of SL activity day..only slept for freaking 3 hrs so im really tired on that day..i think is kind of boring but hope they understand and know what they are doing on that day as it is their show..i lost my voice hahha..after that went lot 1 to eat with peishi but the others went home..saw nay on our way back home and she rmbs me hahhaha..she is damn friendly can and peishi be proud she is ur OGL haha :)..
today just slack :D

just becoz u are out doesnt mean u can throw ur temper or what and blame everything on us..we help u guys get that in mind and not becoz of the credits..if anything happens, are u going to be responsible?? u dun even know anything so just shut up and u are not that big to say all these..before u blame us, think whether u are in a wrong or do u even have the rights to comment..when u point a finger at someone, rmb ur 4 fingers are pointing to urself.. u are also not welcome and i dun know why u fit in..attitude kid

2009-12-02T02:00:00.003+08:00

well i guess everyone is busy with their life working, studying and maybe slacking hahaha..im actually busy slacking coz i have no job attachment as well as sch but there is tons of work for me to do and im not doing it..i told myself to make full use of my hols studying but i think i make full use of it by slacking ahaha..im down with sore throat again which means im going to get sick soon becoz is always a sign for me that im really going to fall ill..who going to take care of me then?? you ah ?? hahah..i ask my mama to buy strepsils but she forget..how forgetful can she be?? can anyone tell me how to cure my sore throat before it gets serious??
oh yah my weekends i have been going out everyday..i went for meeting and then surprised qm during these 2 days hahaha..i went for 2 rounds of surprising her hahaha..i cant believe she falls for it man..sat went to watch midnight movie with family which is case 39..is a thriller and is good but ending kind of suck hahaha..always the sound that scares u so bring ear plug haha..and we sat on the first row becoz tickets sold out and we luckily called to book if not we waste the trip there haha..my neck hurts sia..
sunday went to cut hair which is like no diff at all coz the hairstylist just trim it haha..well better than nothing..
give me my motivation pls!!!!!!

FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT

2009-11-27T02:23:00.002+08:00

i have been slacking since the sch end haha..although i have gp retest but i didnt study much, in fact i only studied for 30 mins haha..but too bad what i studied abt crime didnt came out a single qn for compo instead i did a qn on medical sci which is somehow similar to the gp workshop i attended..anyhow write coz i never pass compo before hahaha..compre was much easier and understandable than promos paper so i think should be ok..
went back to dunearn bookshop to see see with cy on tues before meeting the girls for panlaoshi wedding..he so thoughtful to cater vegetarian for me although i didnt ask him to haha..his wedding photos are funny and he was dashing for the first time that day hahahhaha..went home on dad's cab..
past few days have been slacking at home doing nothing and wed was being called up by qm and cy to go ikea hahha..just went out for 2 hrs and back home..
piles of hw to be done but i have no mood to do them..sat is packed due to orientation..oh man no time no time..i want to play but need to study..next yr impt yr and i dun want to let history repeats itself so i better work hard..
anw adam lambert is super daring to do those 'things' on American Music Awards..if u want to know what he did, go youtube see can already hahha..he thinks he did nothing wrong..ok i admire his courage and his self esteem hahaha..but certainly not my idol..

hard to you

2009-11-21T04:28:00.003+08:00

good morning everybody!!!!
now is like 430 am..yes AM..im still awake playing games coz i cant get to slp and i dun know why..later still got meeting in sch for orientation and i need to wake up at 645 but i guess i wont slp if not more tired than never slp..
1 whole week just ended like that which is damn fast..got lots of hw to do over the hols and of coz studying to do..time is not on my side..so much work yet so little time..oh yah monday still need go back sch for gp retest..tues pan lao shi wedding..every sat will be packed due to sec 1 orientation..busy busy busy..
anw i pon sch just now hahaha..im dead tired after watching dunearnite that i slept without bathing and overslept of coz..

there is so many things i want u to know
im sad thats why i cant slp
only 1 place shows my feelings
im not impt anymore
i cant be proud anymore
everyday seems dark and i cant see the light
my heart is not beating anymore coz its empty
2 ppl with 3 hands no more
drifting away

2009-11-18T17:03:00.003+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt
you now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, alreadygone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, alreadygone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
So I'm already gone

once again today is the date
i have been seeing those digits

2009-11-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

the littlest things that take me there;
i know it sounds lame but its so true;
i know its not right, but it seems unfair;
that the things are reminding me of you;
sometimes i wish we could just pretend;
even if for only one weekend;

so come on, tell me is this the end?

2009-11-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

after 10 days im back to square one
nowadays i am tired out seriously
sunday went for class bbq and it was fun coz i enjoyed myself much and get to know each other better as well as taking lots of pics hahahha..i stayed until quite late with some girls and guys but in the end left me and the guys haha..no la is i waited for my dad to come fetch me at 1230am..my dad is so good :) went back to eat mac supper :D
monday went out with the dunearn gang for badminton at yew tee cc..long since i played badminton and i think i did ok lor hahaha..my partner was christine :)..tired out but still we went to lot 1 and eat after that went home with buta :D
yesterday slacked whole day at home and do housework
today was special coz is 11/11..went to sch early despite 3 am then slp..hand in pw stuff and it marks the end of pw cycle..went to play bball with our class coz some need stay back while i am waiting for time to pass..we shared secrets hahaha..i know more abt the guys coz all the girls went for interview or briefing then pangseh me hahaha..but it was fruitful :)..went mac with them after that qm lr and me went to lot 1 for movie..Love happens is nice but sometimes a bit boring..went to find cy and jh then train to orchard and bid goodbye to jh haha..acc cy take her phone and eat dinner lor
tmr marks another doomz day coz is the release of promotional status..i hope to get promoted..wish me all the best and now im going to pray to every god to let me promote hahaha..

really sick and tired

2009-11-01T03:28:00.002+08:00

im officially sick or should i say i self declared sick..i feel kind of weak and have a sore throat :(
its so late now and i cant slp and i dun know why also..tired but u know cant get into my dreams
tmr will be chi A lvls le..im so not prepared and i hope to be well after i wake up which is impossible haha..just hope it wont affect me during my papers..
OP exam coming soon and i want to get well coz i need my voice to present yo..
just now rest whole day and slept whole day sia maybe thats why cant slp hahaha..
hope everything turns out fine

which one do u think is more impt?? my health or...
total time less than 5 mins
forget it

2009-10-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

pw chi pw chi...this is my sch cycle now haha..damn tiring these days as i slept for less than 4 hrs daily..tmr another long day and have chi mock exam..tired shit..
i want to chill out
i want to have no worries
i want to be promoted
i want to do well
i dun want you
coz all i need is you

im a decent bad girl
complicate

2009-10-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

today not good day
mood not good
everything not good
praying is all i can do
im trying to remain positive
hope everyone gets what they want eventually
no one is a winner in this war
learn something out from it

well pw have been eating my time away again..ass

i dun know who i am or become when u are with me
coz u bring out the best in me
if loving u with all my heart is a crime then im guilty

2009-10-17T14:32:00.003+08:00

interhouse games got bronze for floorball and darwin got 2nd :)
had been busy coz of pw..yesterday just did presentation but didnt go well hahaha..cant believe my 'sustainability' sounds like ris low hahahaha..went out after sch to meet mavis simin and after that cy for dinner at sumo house..go wm walk walk and eat ice cream..waited for jh in mac and saw his new hair hahhahaha..i was eating fries and when i saw him my fries drop hahahha..well seeing him is good and he become tanner hahhaa..i want also leh :( haha..went home then :)
going to continue doing pw now..sian and maybe later im going to watch movie with family haha..any suggestions what to watch??

fantastic, elastic

2009-10-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

today is a happy day coz is MY BIRTHDAY!!! haha..not forgetting kaijun and audrey birthday too :D..
didnt slp well coz every 1 hr got 1 sms come in hahahha..
hmm left ard 1 hr to the end of my birthday :( haha..well i enjoyed my day alot..
morning went to meet mavis and simin for breakfast and then off to sch le..i was the earliest not becoz i excited hor hahah..so when cindy christine amanda hazel lr and qm arrived then start the celebration le haha..mayvin didnt come but thanks for the effort done yo :D..we ate cake and they gave me presents..love them lots :D..after which they let me see a video which they claim is the coolest dance by a korean band but is their dance video for me hahahha..everyone so cute sia haha..check out the video on FB if u want to see :)..damn touching and i really appreciate their efforts :D..off to pw lecture and enrichment day which we learned hip hop..not bad leh although like very fast but im not used to following steps coz i prefer freestyle hahahah..off for house meeting and tmr must be high!!!
left sch and met mavis somewhere near sch..she very bad make me climb so high when im short ahaha..she designed a cake for me and yah damn nice..thanks lots and loves to u too hahah :D..went lot 1 to eat ajisen and taught her maths and homed..
every year birthday will be a memorable one for me and i wont forget how everyone contributed and thanks :D..
not forgetting those who wished me through sms or FB or face to face thanks yo greatly appreciated :D..surprised that alot of ppl still rmb my birthday :)
thanks to (in no order) :
mavis caiyan junhao qianmei lingrong christine amanda hazel cindy mayvin andrew weijian kimmura yijing liyuan shuee peiyu mummy daddy eehong huldah kaien peisim shinhuey huimin audrey mybro's gf simin celeste jerene peishi elaine grace jasper yisiew huiguang joan samantha cailin julian miaoling anna yinghui liliang..
if i miss out anybody sorry but just want to say thank you to everyone who know me :D

2009-10-11T03:22:00.002+08:00

these few days have been slacking like hell man hahaha..so carefree when there is no exam to stress :D..just now morning went for meeting abt sec 1 orientation after that lunch at wm..peishi and i talk talk talk in the arcade ahahaha..went clementi meet mavis..bought roses for cy coz jh ask me buy aiyer hahaha..played arcade and went to party world to celebrate my bday..cy simin ant came soon to join us..aiyer they surprise me with cake sia haha thanks yo :D..well that place not bad la with the big LCD flat screen hahaha..somemore got sound effect and can play da xiao with the dice there hahaha..yah enjoyed myself lots man thanks to u guys :D..now i think got a bit sore throat coz scream too much haha..ate dinner with mavis cy simin then homed..

thank you mavis for the crumpler..i love it lots :D
thank you cy and simin for planning the surprise :D
thank you peishi for coming although u broke haha :D
thank you andrew for missing out ur camp just to come celebrate my bday :D

2009-10-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

yes promos officially ended for me!!!
now i dun want to care whether i can be promoted not..just play as much as i can before i get back to work again..
these few days had been mugging for promos and im real tired..all i can say is i did my best already..
after papers went to lot 1 to meet up with cliques and off to junhao house for his farewell dinner..watched tv and talk talk..yup and they celebrated my advance bday coz jh going to NS later hahaha..thanks everyone :D
took photos and left for home..
is so late now and i need to wake up early tmr to send jh off..after that still have class outing at sentosa..packed day so shall get some slp real soon ba..

if up till now u dun know why i will do such stuff and feel that way then i have nothing to say..whatever i feel i dun need to prove it by speech but with actions..sometimes my mood get the better of me so pls dun expect im always like before..understand me and reflect

2009-09-26T00:52:00.003+08:00

monday is the start of promos le..im so not prepared..well maybe will retain, maybe wont..who knows..

got meeting and studying later in the morning..shall not elaborate what happen today..

on the brighter note, my new idol haha..he is from my fav korean boyband-shinee :D

devour me instead

2009-09-20T01:24:00.003+08:00

i wont be blogging much coz exams are coming in 8 days..yes 8 DAYS!!!! im not anticipating it coz im not prepared la..i have no most confident subject and i dun like this feeling..in sec 4 at least im most confident for my maths but now is nothing at all..hais..now im just hoping to meet the promotion criteria and not getting A and B..i need to do well for A lvl subject this yr but my chi is like up and down..dun know when the result will be good or bad..

i wish i can pass GP
i wish i can pass china studies
i wish other subject will at least get C
i wish chinese A lvl will get A
i wish PW A lvl will get at least a B

im being realistic anw..bring back my motivation

2009-09-13T20:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday afternoon went to do something and then head to bugis to eat my fried mushroom haha..after that off to iluma arcade but didnt play..back to bugis junction for arcade and spent quite alot but caught nothing haha..went home and rest..
today wake up do housework coz mama not in singapore since wed..do until afternoon then rest..i missed my mama hahah..i heard from her she bought 2 shoes for me..yayness..but dun know her taste good not haha..i love sneakers yo..use com and i want to study le haha..just ate dinner, damn full..

things will get better..right?
in the past doctor said i have weak heart and lungs..now i know why

2009-09-12T00:13:00.003+08:00

what if these months was a dream, i rather i woke up before the dream
what if i dun know u from the start, i think i will be better off
what if i never enter a relationship on 1801, i think i will have more time
what if i never held ur hand before, i rather i lost my sense of touch
what if i never hug u tightly before, i rather not feel the warmth in u
what if we never watch movie before, i rather there wont be any theatre
what if we never been low profile, i rather im being caught for my act
what if we never eat ice cream before, i rather eat lemon
what if all these have to come to an end, i rather i never met u

only being cruel to u then we can forget each other and lead our own lifes..if being cruel to u allows u to move on without me and accepts that someone, i think i made the right decision..u said that someone is a very good person and someone will wait for u but have u ever thought ive also waited for u to get over ppl..saying all these doesnt help me at all so might as well forget each other..
u did ask me before when we are listening to this song if we really break one day will i wait for u and my ans was no as im joking and u knew it..now u are the one asking me not to wait so what should i do?
time proves everything
i cant afford to let this thing affect my promos..i really cant
forget 090909 because it is all an illusion from the start

2009-09-09T09:09:00.002+08:00

in this special day i would only want to spend my day with u alone
at this time i hope it last for long
i chose this day because its special instead of tmr
all i can do is wait coz i dun think i will fall for another person so soon
rmb that i will always be right beside u
u are my responsibility
i cant take another blow
dun hurt me anymore
i have been missing u everyday
losing u then i know what is treasuring
walk away from me no more

090909

2009-09-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

rough day today i must say

morning had chi mock exam if not no need come sch lor ass..so difficult la..anyhow write for compo and compre..if can pass is a miracle le..
went to lot 1 subway after that coz qm grp want to do pw then go there slack..do already left qm lr and julian so we decided to slack at mac before going for the movie bandslam..the movie ok lor haha not say fantastic but the songs sang are great..after the movie i flared up..i almost want to use my fist to hit on any hard objects but think of it i cant if not i wont be able to write..damn it..
lucky there was lr and qm there to support me..and not forgetting ps who rushed down from bukit timah..thanks guys i really appreciate it alot..ur presence have already given me the encouragement to continue life.. :D

what more can i say..is all in the email

就在放手之后我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
只有最后一切才有定论

7 months and 12 days

2009-09-02T00:52:00.002+08:00

slacked at home the whole day..
the rain today represent my feelings..hais
later going sch to take chinese mock exam..
never study lor..
dun care la also not a lvl yet..
going to slp le nights..

i think u will be happier
i hope my pain ends soon
im still stuck while u are healing
my phone doesnt ring anymore
unlimited also no use

2009-09-01T00:19:00.003+08:00

1st day aftermath...

yesterday whole night didnt slp and qm pangseh me go slp when she say she ownself not slping too haha..so get ready for sch and meet qm at cck to have our breakfast which is heart roti and eggs haha..yah la im honoured k tsk..bused to sch and have aces day which is walking of canal haha..afterwhich changed to be urself day clothes and the theme is 'undercover'..started concert and not bad la esp for the participants who model themself hahha..our class rep is christine and amanda and they look damn cute can..concert ended at 12 and went to find teachers for awhile before heading back to dunearn..we are typical singaporeans la and walk further down to take the cab as there is alot of ppl waiting hahahhaa..reach le see alot of graduates coming back and i saw 4 sapphire peeps :D..take pictures and talk to teachers lor..after that go wm pastamania eat and celebrate andrew's early bday..bballed after that near wm with sapphire peeps..stupid blisters and leg damn pain haha..went home then

im glad to have great friends ard me who supports me without fail :)

even the best fall down some times
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
i've found im scared to know im always on your mind

2009-08-31T00:24:00.002+08:00

My Hands-David Archuleta

Accidentally, on purpose
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and I put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on

Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Squeezing so hard my hands are hurting
Ought to let go in the first place
And I put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on

Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of timeI
need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on

Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Can you hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

2009-08-29T01:19:00.001+08:00

im in no mood to do anything right now
loner
finding my inner self
dun force me to do something i dun like
when u ask me to do it, i do but dun act nothing happen
popular doesnt mean anything
im just a substitute
when u need someone then find me so what u take me as
i hate this kind of feeling
im old enough to make decisions so do respect
im used by ppl
being ignorant is better
everyone is changing and i dun know who is who
environment kills
sometimes is better to stay at home
stop all these
im tired
damn

2009-08-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

12 am le i still haven slp..afternoon did some hw then do pw until dinnertime..ate dinner and came home and continue do work..so sian..promos coming so must jiayous everybody!!!

以前的我是你的好朋友.
现在的我是你的代替品.
以后的我是你遗忘的回忆.

珍惜你身边的亲人, 否则总有一天你会后悔的.
不要等到失去才懂得珍惜.

2009-08-20T11:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITJUNHAO!!!
see know u for another year liao hahah..he is my friend, best friend and buddy!! anything can go find him and auntie de hahahah..well cherish ur 2 months now man and sad to say we cant meet often next time le..all the best in NS and i will miss ur jokes!! :D

life have its ups and down..maybe 1 day i feel the day is horrible but the next day is a good day..well life is unpredictable so cherish what u have now..im still learning now like how to cope with studies and how to score well and stuff coz theres really not much time left..i really hope all my subjects will pass esp GP and china studies..they are the killers for me haha..
tmr got maths test so need to study but i abit dun understand coz that whole week i didnt come for lesson then miss out lectures..teacher also giving out departmental test papers tmr so pray that i can pass ba..jiayous man :):):):):)

2009-08-15T02:21:00.002+08:00

1 month never post i know coz im busy and i dun want to distract myself from studies k..see im 'hardworking' right haha..
tests, studies, school, sick, do work and work..these sums up my 1 month haha..
i think ive been laughing too much nowadays i dun know why, even when is not very funny haha..weird me..

alot of things have went through my mind these days..been thinking alot and i dun know whats my conclusion..am i up to it or not? mixed feelings should i say and pls bring me back on track coz i may fall soon..self delusion aint working out..nothing is working out..i guess i should chill and just wait.....for a miracle to happen..

going to slp soon coz tmr need wake up early for meeting and afternoon going to do project..time is limited..

cherish the ppl ard u..im bad

2009-07-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

apparently someone have a sight disorder..
disappointment filled..
it just sucks to the max..
i dun like ur attitude and dun think it has ended coz is just the beginning..
it leads to unhappiness btw us now so arent u happy..
damnit

2009-07-13T02:09:00.002+08:00

hmm now is 2.09am and i cant slp haha..im copying ah mei ways of blogging..we are talking to each other in msn now coz we are very bored and cant slp..she have been nagging i have not blog for very long but is like less than 1 week k..maybe she miss me too much but we almost everyday see each other until sian already but she still misses me hahahaha..too bad la too much charm le :)..better dun say so much later kana scolded by someone hahaha :D..
yes later got sch and we getting our papers i think..im like so scared coz no confidence for any subject..this feeling is very rare coz secondary sch i have confidence except eng..hais..lets console each other ah mei!!

this feeling aint good

2009-07-07T03:08:00.002+08:00

wonder why i now have the habit of posting at early nights haha..
went out to have breakfast then lunch and dinner hahah..im out the whole day la..went lot 1 clementi bugis lot 1 tiong bahru bukit merah and commonwealth hahahha..and yah saw by2 at bugis just now..although im not their fan but i must admit they are talented ba coz they know how to dance!!! i admire ppl who dances well leh :)..
later waking up early to give surprise maybe?? haha..afternoon going over to mayvin house to have pot luck with 09S02 girls!!! going to play mayvin's wii..have fun tmr coz we have no sch!!! haha..

last but not least HAPPY 1st YEAR TO MY BUDDIES CAIYAN & JUNHAO!! last long k :D:D:D:D

2009-07-05T04:38:00.002+08:00

is another late night and im still here haha..
yes exam ended already so can relax a bit but result i think not good ba coz got a lot dun know how to do..hais..
my last post like very scary right haha so dun come and provoke me coz i have a very bad temper haha..
hope everyone will be happy
peace ppl :)

our storm is over and i love what u always say just now for the day haha :D

2009-07-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

why am i blogging so late when i have exam tmr morning? simple qn, coz i cant slp..
this thing have been bugging me for almost half a month..on and on i have been telling myself to cool down and forgive and forget..maybe this will be a last time..i dun wish to hate but u are seriously pissing me off..well i dun hate ppl but u will be the first on my list so be honoured..giving excuses of awkward is the best excuse u use to achieve ur motive..stop being so naive that u want the past coz now this is the present..so get a life..now i wont do anything to harm u but dun push ur luck coz u dun know what i will do..pls know ur limit and theres boundary and line drawn between both of u..although u dun seem to care abt my existance and status but get this straight, im the chosen one not u..u say u will wait patiently but ur actions are dirty or should i say u have no patience or u afraid the feeling will die off..my impression of u now is coward as u did things behind my back..who knows ur interest might be jioing others but all these dun last long..and u are thick-skinned when ppl say dun want to have anything related to u but u still sms ppl..tsktsk..knew u are aiming for a high position but lets see what i can do to prevent this..dun think that im not capable of doing anything just becoz i dun say a word..beware of ur own back..fuck ass

dun worry i wont let this stupid thing affect my exams..friday i have more time to play and settle things already..
seldom use vulgar words but if u were me im sure im right..
i wont admit wrong this time and give in..

2009-06-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

yup its late now and later im having exam!! yes exam instead of schooling haha..well having bio paper later and i predict i wont do well even though i haven take the paper haha..i did last min studying which is bad but is a habit i cant change as i tried studying beforehand but the info just dun get in..see not my fault right haha..
went for SL camp this week and had much fun and i knew more sec 3s :)..they are bunch of great peeps and i see they have the potential to lead well..tired after the camp and had been slping haha..my hws are not done and believe me that i will create a miracle for all to see after exams coz i will chiong to finish them hahaha..
so later onwards exam until friday then can rest abit..guess what chem not touched and maths 1/4 only..baik can..hoping for miracle if not MYE is buang gone case..told qm to bring amulets and all the gods to exam venues so that we can do well hahaha..off to catch some slp now and maybe wake up earlier for last min revision (if only i can wake up) haha..

im stressed up and i need motivations..damn it..bless me

2009-06-22T01:58:00.002+08:00

i haven slp yet and later SL camp starting haha..zai leh me haha..pack my bag and everything le just lack bringing someone haha..
just now went out for fathers day dinner and oh before that went out with mum to get some books to study..brother brought his gf along wor haha..then eat eat went home and pack bag..talk on phone also with my ai ai :D..
4 more hrs and i will leave home..i will miss u lots when im gone :(..dun sad sad coz u know i will think of u every second de :)..take care and loves :D

2009-06-20T02:22:00.002+08:00

why do i feel sad or even shed when i know i made u sad..i hope is not a sign of guilt but our hearts link as 1..sorry for making u sad :(..forgive me k coz u know i still love you :)..
hmm i think these few days cant meet coz im going for SL camp and i need to study for my mid yrs..worse come to worse after my mid yrs i will have time for u k..i promise :D..

now already 2 something then later need wake up at 7..hope can wake up..will be going back dunearn for SL camp stuff..busy busy and no time haha..

love u lots dear :D
5th month and 2 days

2009-06-17T19:05:00.002+08:00

i got a confession to make : i haven been studying!!! and i feel so guilty abt it hais..

hmm monday went dunearn early play bball for a while then play some ice breakers..waited for others to come and started to play those mass games..was quite fun though and im sure the SLs will learn something from every game..after everything slack at pe office and ordered mac delivery..played bball while waiting..ate my fries and drank coke..change up and went off to 09S02 bbq at east coast with qm..reach there and realise we are at area E but the pit at area C..wah seh damn far lor and i think we walk for 30 mins haha..reach there eat some food then played games..i know alot of things abt them now hahaha..played contact rugby with the girls and it was damn funny haha..pack up and leave..ran for the last train homed..had fun with my class :D

yesterday went to sentosa with mavis caiyan and junhao..met at commonwealth and off to vivo..had early lunch and bought snacks and drinks..took monorail and walk to palawan beach :)..played ball and water..wash up and eat haha..pack up and bathe..walk back to take bus to interchange..took bus to bugis..went to the arcade at iluma and they have lots of claw machines there..caught a pink stitch for mavis then ate dinner at NYDC..long train back to cck but jh send cy home..went arcade again and eat at KFC while waiting for jh..watch jh play in the arcade haha then went home le..tired but had fun :)..

1 more day :D I LOVE YOU <3

2009-06-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

i got 2 gfs for the day hahah..they are twins..everything same same..

well today went back pj for extra maths lesson and stayed back to discuss PW..off to christine house..finally went to her house after so many yrs haha..xiaojia is cute and her mum prepared egg sandwiches were nice :)..i have to leave then met mavis to go back dunearn..passed her jie cookie then headed to wm for lunch at mac..ate udders ice cream and da bao mcflurry for cy auntie haha..in dunearn slacked and play bball..walk ard sch also coz we are bored haha..watched the games then ate ajisen at lot 1 with ps and elaine..walk ard then accompany elaine study at mac and homed with ps..

today is a happy day :D

2009-06-07T04:10:00.002+08:00

hey peeps, its 4.10 am now haha..tired but couldnt slp so played games from 1am till now haha..i know no life but nothing to do and i dun want to do work also haha..hmm finished my maths tutorial 8 qns and maybe later start on the maths package for the hols or do chem..everyday must do work haha..monday got extra maths tutorial in the morning then after that should be going back dunearn play bball haha..these days have been going back dunearn to play bball and i realise im getting tanned!! is it good thing? haha..someone dun like to be tanned coz will get skin cancer haha..and yah these days have been eating MOF with credits from MAVIS CHUN haha..maybe i will buy the whole MOF for u right haha..and she have been eating ice cream for like almost everyday haha..

will get some slp soon after 1 last game haha..going to chiong hw soon if not no time to study as i got 2 camps to attend and need find time to roam ard singapore haha..mid year after hols..jiayous everyone :)

11 more days :D

2009-05-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mavis!!! (hope u like domo and invisible mumu :D)
been long since i last blog coz im too busy yo haha..was busy with college day and sch work as mid year is coming this friday haha..well not prepared to take but still need to take the exam..
went to sch then home then west mall and csc..
enjoyed the time spent with u alone although is only a few mins but is treasured..
loves to the max :D

2009-05-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

been long since i blogged..
yup sch have been tiring recently and im damn stressed up coz i cant catch up in class..sometimes i just wished that there wont be sch the next day..

there are certainly more strengths than weaknesses..everything happens for a reason..mixed emotions just sucks..hope everything goes well..

dun be afraid of papers and let the papers fear u..

2009-05-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

yup so yesterday was germaine's birthday and we went to her house to surprise her haha..
hmm this week is short but tiring..everyday full of events and lots of work to do..but im too busy to finish them haha..and that PW is killing me..i might just give up on PW seriously..hais..
enough of sch work..been spending my days with cliques recently for studying and celebrating birthday..
friday went to study with mavis but in the end we went to play arcade haha..
yesterday celebrated germ bday then went to meet mavis and peishi to study in mac..we got bored after a few hrs and we went arcade haha..caught a piglet for mavis..played and met junhao..went lot 1 to chat at KFC..then mama come fetch me home and we went out for dinner and eat ice cream at swensens..
today stayed at home and slack..did some hw..

i just want u to be happy :D

2009-04-27T01:43:00.003+08:00

well i cant slp coz i just finished my work..some dun know how to do..going to ask ppl tmr how to do..i feel the stress now of not being able to catch up..just hope that we can only study without having tests and exams..hais..nvm then shall catch some slp soon..

wonder if u are asleep now dear

2009-04-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

2 weeks no post and ppl have been asking me to post hahaha..
yah everyday is work day haha..study and study lor..so boring right..
after sch sometimes will meet up with cy,jh and mavis for dinner and everything hahaa..
lazy tell u guys abt my life so i will just update on today happenings haha..
so yah today woke up and bathe..ate lunch then went to meet mavis at 33rd floor hahaha..wanted to eat wonton mee but never open and we cant decide where to eat so called jh whether he is free with cy not..they are free then met them at wm..ate at swensons and the ice cream makes me full haha..mavis and i went to lot 1 coz cy want study so jh acc her haha..walk walk ard then homed..
i cant wait for ur bday and mine haahaha :D

be mine always dear :D

2009-04-12T01:47:00.003+08:00

is like midnight now coz i just watched tv and did my maths haha..
tmr going to do chem and bio and study GP..PI weekdays then do..seriously no mood haha..
and yah i went out just now in the late afternoon..eat eat window shopped and thats what we did haha..9 pm then left for home..use com to chat and then watch tv..
to add on, i have a good and bad dream last night hahaha..only someone knows :D

'陈默默我爱你!!!'
kind of interesting coz i watched the drama '爱就宅一起' just now haha..watch already want to laugh when i saw how they act haha..

2009-04-11T16:06:00.003+08:00

now raining heavily outside..mood dampens easily haha..
yup this whole week ended quite fast coz of the long weekend we had..yesterday was good friday and went out with 09S02..we went to vivo for lunch at ajisen and then movie which is 'knowing'..after which slack at ard dinner time with them playing polar bear haha..amanda was my coupleseat partner in the cinema haha..i was bad enough to scare her and she felt scared watching the movie hahahaha..yup show was actually not bad but the ending sucks like hell..so yah slack ard until 930 then went home..
today stayed at home..what i can do now is hw..

2009-04-05T16:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday went dunearn early for prefect activity day bbq..bought lunch for junhao and me..so yah slack ard in stuff lounge and played bball after that..it was raining then we stopped and help in the bbq..didnt really help out coz dun have the mood also..so we chat ard and played games..then went to lot one with mavis..after that met other JAs at mac..slacked and homed..chat in msn with peiyu..quite fun haha..then slept..
today wake up sms and then eat and watch tv..going to do hw soon..
i dun want others to be in between us..someone got more what he/she deserves..dun like then dun stare la..make u until so sad lor..ass..spoils my mood

2009-04-04T03:02:00.002+08:00

the same timing again haha..3 am..i just woke up coz i accidentally fall asleep haha..well this week of sch theres tests and PW to hand in so is quite a challenge but i survived..is a sin to slp during class and i did that coz everyday not enough slp dun know why..this week had been a roller coaster right but at least everything is ok now :)..so hmm going to slp soon and wake up to get ready for prefect activity day bbq but before that meeting junhao and peishi haha..
theres a lot of hw for the weekend but dun care man haha..weekends are my rest day so dun disturb them hahaa..
我有默默的爱
默默有我的爱
这是我们的爱

2009-03-29T19:44:00.003+08:00

got tagged by ppl to do this quiz haha :D

1.Beside your lips, wher's th fav spot to get kissed ?
hmm cheek ba coz im cheeky haha :D
2.How do you feel when you woke this morning ?
i need to sms someone before 130pm haha
3.Who's the last human i took photo wif ?
amanda..coz she was camwhoring
4.Would you considered yourself to be spoiled ?
nah but i will spoiled someone :D
5.Would you ever donate blood ?
yup if my parents allow coz they say i too skinny haha
6.Have you had a best fren who was th oppo sex ?
haven find the right one leh
7.Do you want someone dead ?
nah im very kind u know :)
8.Wad does your last text msg say ?
Aiyo why sia..nvm lor..haha
9.Wad are you thinking ryte now ?
thinking of what to type to ans this qn
10.Do you wish someone to be with you ryte now ?
yup..like 24 hrs beside me haha
11.What's the time you went to bed last night?
130 am
12.Where do you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
forget le very long already haha
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
everytime lor haha
14.Who was the last person to messsge you ?
mavis

-10 'victims'
1.mavis
2.qianmei
3.caiyan
4.junhao
5.andrew
6.peishi
7.liyuan
8.elaine
9.amanda
10.jasper

15.Who is '2' having a relationship wif ? (qianmei)
no one..she is single and available hahah
16.Is '3' a male or female ? (caiyan)
female
17.If '7' & '10' gets together, isit good ? (liyuan & jasper)
haha they dun even know each other lor..well interesting combination haha
18.What is '1' studying ? (mavis)
in dunearn with alot of subjects haha..and yah she hates maths :)
19.When was th last time you chat wif dem ?
recently
20.Is '4' single ? (junhao)
haha my turn to ans u..he so open with his relationship haha
21.Say something abt '2'? (qianmei)
she is my buddy :D
22.Wad do you think abt '3' & '6' together ? (caiyan & peishi)
haha cannot be de..one is so into junhao and then the another one so into someone hahah
23.Describe '9'? (amanda)
very hyper lor and cute..can joke ard with her haha
24.Wad will you do if '6' & '7' fight ? (peishi & liyuan)
i will standby and watch..no la of coz will stop la
25.Do you lyk '8' ? (elaine)
what if i say no haha..as a friend la haha

2009-03-28T04:01:00.003+08:00

its late and im blogging haha..i took a nap then woke up and realise it was late hahaah..
everyday is sch day haha..damn busy and hectic..everyday slp for less than 4 hrs..tired..ok so over the weekend theres lots of hw to be done..stress lor..got lots of catching to be done..so jiayou :) haha..

just want to be by ur side evertime
whatever i do is all worth it and i dun regret at all :D

2009-03-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

高調愛-羅志祥

Tell me why
为什么擦了新香水
没有跟我先报备
全身上下我都想跟你搭配
看电影你坐得太后面
又不怕被谁发现
就想跟你肩靠肩

我的爱不太低调
不走神秘感觉非常直接

高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远

Tell me why
既然拍了大头贴
放在相簿作纪念
就是我肖像权爱上你多完美
我会好好去捍卫
遇到你高中同学
大方介绍无所谓
我应该算体面
可以被带上街表示你满有品味

我的爱不太低调
不走神秘感觉非常直接

高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远

我的爱不太低调
不做神秘感觉非常直接

高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远

高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远

2009-03-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

so yah today just went library do maths then go junhao house to slack..eat and play until 9pm then went home..

i think im a total disappointment..i always do the wrong things and make u sad..im a bad person..im always not there when u needed someone..sometimes i ask myself whether u made the right choice..i hope i can buy time..im not worth ur tears..im not worthy ba..sorry thats all i can say..no cold war pls..hais

2009-03-22T01:00:00.002+08:00

now so late already haha..

wednesday
went back sch for extra bio lecture..it ended quite early so did some hw in concourse..then went to meet peiyu and germ in west mall..very long never see them..bought lunch and headed to panlaoshi study place..elina was there working haha..chatted and knew more abt the study centre..left the place with peiyu to dunearn coz she want to collect her SGC and i want to go back see friends..reached there and chatted with the ncc guys from sapphire coz they having ncc camp haha..chat with peishi too..went home then..

thursday
early morning met mavis for breakfast then went back dunearn..played badminton with eehong law and kaisian..tired and damn funny but enjoy playing haha..did abit hw and went for JA meeting..mavis bought lunch for me..thanks :D..did abit hw and left..went to catch movie at westmall..funny lor haha..then go lot 1 walk walk..shopped ard and bought things haha..

friday
afternoon went back dunearn..go westmall for lunch at kfc haha..buy bubble tea and back to dunearn..saw cy junhao qm eehong ant wj law kaisian..collect my SGC then we chat chat..went back guzheng see see haha..chatted ard then did some hw..left to lot 1 and met peishi with her sjab ppl..they ate at pizzahut then i sit there hear stories..dinner at ajisen with elaine and peishi..thanks guys for ur advices haha..some things happen hais..ok then reach home at 10..

saturday
met mavis at je..walk to imm there and there got toy machine from arcade haha..so decided to give it a try as i not happy with my bugis incident haha..although spend alot of money but is worth it coz we caught 2 'me to you' bears and some other stuff haha..not bad right.. ( hey cy and junhao i also can catch de hor haha)..so we ate at food court to save money hahaha..bought bubble tea then wait for rain to stop..actually want to study at je library but we didnt haha..went to lot 1 library to study..dinner at mac eating fries haha..we also ate ice cream from original mix if i never rmb wrongly haha..study abit at mac and walk ard then home..

today or later
going to study with qm at lot 1..later 3pm going junhao house to slack and play ard with cliques..ok then see later got time to update not haha..

afraid of that day to come

2009-03-17T13:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday
went back dunearn do hw but in the end never do haha..was talking and walking abt in sch..saw guzheng ppl too practicing for their performance..jiayou!!..then qm and peishi came so we chat chat and play play..i love dunearn toilet haha..ok then went to elaine house play bball..see qm and peishi play then me and elaine joined in and have a match with 4 guys haha..mavis sit down there rest coz she sick hais..then played against them and the tall guy sucks sia so insulting to his friends..look down on this kind of ppl..tsk..qm went home then we all went for dinner at pizzahut..mavis went off..while we went elaine house there talk talk..home then..tired..
today
woke up in the morning..terrible news..i dun know what to do..i wish i can do alot of things but i cant..i want to lessen ur pain..i feel useless now..not in the mood to do anything..im just disappointed in myself..

sometimes i wish i could save you

2009-03-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

today just stayed at home and do nothing haha..eat slp watch tv use com all that..im a pig yo ahhaha..dance today also haha..must prepare for some event tmr haha..i haven start doing my hw..and theres additional hw for maths in the e-learning portal..tried to print but cant see the qn..so yah have to print another time with mama help in her office haha..will start doing hw tmr le..jiayou jiayou!! :D
just want to stick with u like superglue hahaha :D

2009-03-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

im back to posting yo haha..so yah went back for sec 2 campfire..hmm was quite ok lor hahha..then talk talk..wanted to do something de but in the end cant..so sad lor hahaha..and someone made me worried can hahah :)..so that night was studying, doing hw and gossip with the sec 4 and also friends haha..was doing duty with peishi and peisim and we saw how ppl slp sia..damn funny can hahah..slp for 1 hr then dad fetch us to sch le..tired sia but still hang on..after yesterday sch then went home to rest..came out at night..and homed..
today woke up early and ate breakfast at lot 1 mac with 09S02 girls..went sch for china seminar and was damn boring can..so bored until i slept for 15 mins..woke up then i decided to draw and wrote myself a letter haha..what i draw got meaning de k and is like so artistic :)..decided to pon the next half of the seminar so we left during intermission..go lot 1 then..everybody went home after eating then qm and i talk talk haha..qm left then i went wm to meet mavis..and i saw cy at bb mrt ahah..go kfc then window shop ard haha..hmm after that back to lot 1 to eat fries and go pasar malam ahaha..eat cup corn and she ate takoyaki haha..fitness corner and homed..went out eat dinner celebrate parent wedding anniversary..came home and im dead tired coz i not enough slp ahhaha..msn then now im going to bathe le so nights ppl :)
i found out everyone have love..love is in the air ppl hahah..

2009-03-11T16:08:00.003+08:00

today no cca so got time to use com for a while..going to chiong PW later coz tmr need hand in..this week quite hectic coz teachers are giving us hw and expect us to do it by this week..but i will be going for sec 2 campfire tmr and i will be tired..so i must chiong everything by today especially all the hw due on friday..and also friday theres 3 tests..going to study at camp..im tired haha..somemore i still coughing..hope i really get better tmr..jiayou jiayou everybody esp eehong and qm coz we are in the same state hahah..got alot things to bring tmr haha..

sad i cant be there but just try to have fun k..take care :)

2009-03-08T02:59:00.003+08:00

the time is 3 plus again haha..well today or should i say yesterday haha, met up with mavis at JE and went over to IMM..ate her fav ice cream haha..GIANT after that to get her camp stuff..i dun know why but i just love IMM GIANT from today onwards haha..went back to JE to get her shoes..off to lot 1 and had mac fries haha..saw peishi, elaine and zijian..arcade and saw a skilled uncle getting a stuff toy on the machine ahah..reminds me of bugis haha..peishi wanted scissors so bought for her and met her at mac..went home then..
later going over to grandma house and i haven done any hw..going to chiong tmr ba..
is just an accident, no one wants it to happen..regretful..hais..
我发现我更爱你了..

2009-03-07T03:03:00.002+08:00

3 am and im still awake..actually i took short nap just now thats why cannot slp..
have been thinking alot of things..past, present and future..i dun know what am i doing sometimes..is it correct or wrong i dun know..im that kind of person must fail once before then i can learn from my mistakes and succeed..ok my thoughts just went wild..
am i emo-ing?? i hope not..coz i cant do what i always wanted and i see that failure in me..
突然觉得不想失去你
因为你对我那么重要
每天不知所措地想你
我相信那个人就是我
我爱你是我想说的话

2009-03-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

busy busy week u know haha..had tests all that stuff and learn new chaps for subjects..hmm i get damn frustrated when i cant understand what im studying..for example maths when the lecturer speaks fast and never explain clearly how he got that ans..oh great have to self study then..hais..
1 more week to hols..hope i have time for u..
well today early end sch and went to meet mavis..go lot 1 ate pizzahut..walk walk ard and we kept bumping into christin and elsie haha..went for movie..after that saw huimin working in siam kitchen..then went home..ate dinner and use com le haha..
next week sec 2 camp wor..excited or not?? idk..mixed feelings..worried, scared, happy..
sometimes is true that the truth hurts..
today never go see luozhixiang..im not his hardcore fan ahaha..but is ok la..my classmates is going and i hope can kope pics from them haha..

2009-03-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

hey yo to everybody haha..
hmm today woke up use com for a while then jasper send me the PI..did the powerpoint until afternoon..i cant believe i was tired after that hahha..a pig indeed..then went to help mama do housework and then i ate my late lunch..did chem and bio a few qn..by then it was dinner time..time pass so fast..ate dinner and taught ppl maths..studied china studies again coz i want to refresh haha..i got stm..went to take a nap but is not a nap haha..and now is already quite late..so tired and i haven started maths and also i left 2 full bio qns undone..well tmr we no need to hand in but u know jc life must do beforehand..is ok im isabelle haha..tmr i chiong bio and do abit maths..hope tmr no hw pls..
想你的我

2009-02-28T23:59:00.006+08:00

im so tired today and i dun know why haha..
morning woke up early to go sch do work and also for JA meeting..wasnt really listening coz it involves others as im not going for sec 2 camp but only campfire :( haha..after that was photo taking..look cool yo everybody!! haha..then went to wm with them..went to meet a vip haha..watch marley and me..sad story man..after some time rush to je library to do PW..came up with idea..then went home to use com and also rest..never do hw haha..im so lazy but i dun like haha..waiting for jasper to send me the PI so i can do the powerpoint..PW i hate u haha..
-爱你的我-

2009-02-27T19:09:00.003+08:00

someone very impt ask me to post haha :D
hmm everyday is busy day..and i get to wear my uniform this week haha..quite cool u know..some days went back dunearn to find ppl haha..everyday hw are eating up my time so i never post not i dun want to post k haha..PW sucks coz we only have 1 week to do everything from write up to powerpoint..monday going to present but my grp haven come up with topic coz my teacher keep on reject our ideas..hope can come up something..maths beginning to understand..bio surprise quiz yesterday and i did not bad without studying haha..chem soso..i hope i have the mood to study coz i lost it last week and i think my mood is better now haha..moodswings hahaa..
tmr having JA meeting and sec 2 camp things..need to wear formal haha..and tmr i guess i have to meet up with my PW grp to discuss..hectic hectic hectic!!!
no time for u and i feel bad..i guess after this week ends i will be more free coz no more PW work haha..i want to watch movie haha..
D.D ♥ D.D

2009-02-21T19:57:00.003+08:00

haiyo sch have been busy yo..although i did online but i was doing work so no time to blog..everyday is like study study study and hw all ard me..i dun understand maths and bio lectures..read beforehand also dun understand..hais..must jiayou..so far JC life quite fun with fun classmates also haha..and i kana bullied in sch :( hahah..my classmates like liliang hazel grace and jessie always hit me for nothing..i got limit like maths got limits too k ahhaha..tired mentally..felt the stress omg..ok im going to study now then..and yah everyday we see each other ahahha..im hungry now hahaha..
jiayous isabelle :)

2009-02-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

today is sunday yo..i went out without doing my hw haha..i only did a bit of chem for the whole day..die liao lor haha..so yah went out then after that met my mama for dinner haha..i know i very chio ahahah..so 9 then reached home lor..tired sia..i think tonight no need slp le must do hw haha..
roti prata is loved by both of us haha :D

2009-02-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! esp to you :D
is valentine day yo..went out with my date sia..hahaha..dun jealous i got date hor haha..so yah met at JE went vivo!! ate ajisen..shop shop ard..i want to buy naked bear hahaha..went to eat long john at my house here then go lot 1 meet peishi..i got my presents and card from my date yo haha..thanks :D..met elaine too and guess what..peishi wanted to eat long john hahah..i never eat la just kope fries from her haha..then walk walk..go food junction there talk talk..and after that i did something hahaha..omg so shy can..was like blushing all the way lor haha..yup went to elaine house there talk talk and go home le..tired but happy yo :D..
thanks once again to peishi and elaine hahah..
i given my everything to u le hor and dun heart attack k haha :D

2009-02-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

orientation today was fun yo..i love my class haha..the girls were quite fun..dance cheers songs and taking photos for the whole day..i love the mass dance and my partner is qm buddy yo haha..dance with her laugh until stomach cramp coz we forget steps will AHHHHH!!! at each other somemore i forget to catch her everytime haha..finale was good..everyone was high and we perspire alot..got orientation shirt haha..went home at 9 plus..reached home at 10 plus..
tmr going out heh..looking forward also but i havent get ready haha..
i realise i very long never watch 100% entertainment haha..
well things happen but as long as we dun give up we are good k :D

2009-02-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

went sch..played games whole day and learnt mass dance..bought sch shirts..ordered uniform..went lot 1..go home..
this feeling came back again..once i thought is over but it haunts me back..im really scared..just help me if not i will declare defeated soon..1801

2009-02-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

today im sick and never went to sch..morning i cant wake up coz i suddenly felt weak..realise im having sore throat and bad headache and abit of flu..rested for the whole day..seen the doctor..went out in the afternoon coz im feeling better..bought things and shop shop..wanted to go teck whye there buy uniform but too late..went home at night..
thanks peishi!! all the best yo haha..
today u so sweet and naughty..cant believe im so into u :D

2009-02-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

2ooth post everybody!!!
today woke up muscle ache here and there haha..went sch for headstart programme..firstly there is a talk in the hall abt jc survival skills for 2 hrs..went for break and check out which class im in..welome to 09S02 ppl!!! so thats my class..same class with qm, eehong, lingrong and christine..maybe christine my partner again haha..went for proposal writing workshop for 2 hrs..the speaker damn funny coz she can talk in alot of accents from venkat accent to alex lo accent hahaha..hurried down to buy uniform..but there wasnt our size esp the girls..so didnt buy..bought ice lemon tea, nachos and roses..cabbed back to dunearn..met cliques yo..ate lunch and i miss sch food haha..walk ard then went to play bball for a while coz i muscle ache haha..roam ard again haha..sadly i wasnt chosen to be in the ambassador club..hais..nvm is at their own loss haha..maybe going to join back chi orchestra coz im from guzheng but dun know they still take in ppl not..hais..i dun like PJ style of cca selection..damn..ok went to lot 1 drink milk tea and homed..im like so dead tired when i reached home and i was knocked out..sorry never reply ur sms..
orientation starts tmr..are u ready???
saturday im booked yo haha..am i ready?? haha
today bad day haha..thank god nothing serious happened to u :D

2009-02-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

im damn damn tired today thanks to PE..lectures for whole day with only 2 hrs break in total..imagine from 8am to 5.30pm..and stupid PE need to run the whole track for 8 rounds..i very long never run thats why muscle ache here and there haha..im getting older haha..and thanks to lectures i have tons of hw waiting for me to hand in next week..lucky these few days then start orientation..if not i will die haha..lets see what hw i have: PW maths chem bio and china studies..going to mug soon coz last weekend im busy haha..never studied..
tmr headstart programme from 8 to 1230..half day yo..but sad thing is that we need to buy uniform after that and it will be damn crowded..after buying then we planning to go back dunearn to meet up with cliques to play bball!!! finally all can come but sad yuantou cant make it..so yah lets have fun tmr yo haha
ILMDAL.. guess what i write haha :D

2009-02-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

relatives came for lunch..but my ah ma haven prepare ready the food to eat..was damn pissed off coz firstly all came late..secondly food not ready..lunch was supposingly at 1 but 4 then we ate..i need to go out somemore i have my own plans..they are seriously wasting my time..just ate 1 bowl of rice and went to get ready to go out..when i was planning to step out of house, my mama say need to lao yusheng..i was like damn angry..i say i am very late and all my aunties and uncles ask me to stay back..wth..ok so lao yusheng, ate 1 mouth and off i went..
went library..went to packet food..went to eat..went homed..
tmr got alot of lectures..got GP chi maths chem bio PW PE..tired..but not as tired as qm and lingrong coz they have bball training after that..jiayous!!!
thanks for today..dun be angry k..not good for health :D

2009-02-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

yesterday:
second day of mass lectures..ended at 3..waited for cca interview of the ambassador club at 4..they only asked 2 qns which is why u want to join this club and if a person is rude to u what will u do..less than 3 mins came out haha..went to change and then cabbed to dunearn for their cross country..saw alot of juniors and of coz clique who came back to help..miss u guys..after everything have JA meeting for sec 2 camp..well cant help anything though coz im studying..only coming for campfire..die die must go campfire haha..1 more month haha..after which went to lot 1 to drink soya milk haha..someone made me jealous..went home then..drop tired..
today:
woke up and went out haha..met mavis at wm..she ate sushi while i drank sweet talk haha..went to library to help her do maths but she dun want to do haha..went to catch movie..ate nachos..went to the art corner there coz she want to do it haha..then homed..use com and ate dinner..relative just went home now..
tmr relative coming again for dinner..sian..dun really like relative coming my house coz i need to help mama clean up after that haha..im lazy..tmr i want to study de leh they still come..hais..
slp until very shiok right..dun anyhow cry hor :D

2009-02-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

is it a good day today??hmm lets find out haha..
reached sch earlier today because we are good students who dun want to be late for sch..went for mass lectures..and guess what i slept coz is too boring haha..i think is because we ate so much during break that causes all of us to feel sleepy haha..so it ended at 3pm..went to lot 1 after that to look at books but we thought that teachers will recommend so didnt see much..all went home except me coz need to wait for mama hahahhaa..while waiting did maths haha..so eventually went home..use com and ate dinner..
tmr another mass lectures day..and cca interview..i want go back dunearn!!! haha
thanks for being my nurse :D

2009-02-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

last day of talks in pjc haha..went ard finding some interesting cca..dun know what to join..at first thought student council maybe the choice but after looking ard i found the cca related to student council..it is the ambassador club..is like doing ushering and having public speaking course to further promote the sch to others so yah something like SL but quite slack though unless theres special events..friday there will be cca interviews from 4-6pm so maybe i cant get back to dunearn to help out in cross country..tmr need to hand in the subject combination form..well officially selected maths chem bio and china studies in english as first choice..i will be like so cheena haha..i guess all from sapphire in pjc are taking this combination haha..sure some same class..there is lectures tmr..going to read up my notes now to refresh my memory for amaths..
guess what??theres no singlish in this post haha..
can i have my consultation fee but not in money terms :D

2009-02-03T22:59:00.003+08:00

yo second day of sch..i think not as tired as yesterday although it end later haha..i think we are in love with pioneer sch song sia hahah..keep on singing..and that cheer on qm blog haha..we were imitating 1 of the leaders coz the way she speaks chi like ang moh haha..so today have talks and went ard knowing more abt the subjects..and hell we need to purchase our own notes for mass lecture on thurs fri and mon..hmm i think i taking H2 maths chem and bio while H1 china studies in eng..well bought the notes already and maths was abt differentiation, chem abt molecules all that and bio abt cells..cool yo haha..so fast like going to start lesson and mind u that the mass lecture is between 8am to 4pm haha..tired sia..played games in the hall after that..kept on running sia..i think my grp ppl are quite sporty leh and ya im from OG07 yo haha..we going to be spilt up le coz all different subject combination..and now i dun know what cca to join..haiyo
and yes i need to brush up my general knowledge and eng for General Paper..so i hope the next post i wont be so singlish hahha..and i cant wait to wear PJ uniform!!!
today we understand each other more :)

2009-02-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

first day of my PJC life: tired!!! haha
well whole day either got talks or learn cheers or play some games and also college tour..quite boring though..and we have 2 weeks orientation..in my grp i very quiet leh haha..u all believe not haha..well told u guys before that im shy in a new environment so yah..my subject combination offered to me was like only 2 option coz i did badly for eng haha..i have decided what to take le la..went to lot 1 after sch lor..
tmr another long day which end at 5 plus..and i dun know whether students need to stay back for the parents' conference anot..if need to stay then 8 plus then end..aiyo everyday so late go home leh..i miss sec sch life!! i never slp afternoon nap cannot de leh somemore end so late wah lao eh haha..must endure for 2 yrs..sian de lor..jiayous to me!!
dun sad dun sad coz got me!! :D

2009-02-01T23:44:00.003+08:00

yesterday woke up early and bathe..went to sch for JA meeting..mama fetch me to meet other relatives for lunch..all my relatives were late and i was kind of pissed off haha..45 mins late leh..then eat liao they come my house bai nian..met mavis downstairs then talk talk..so went back up..adults playing cards..watch tv and use com lor..others went back only my auntie family stayed over for dinner..they played mahjong until damn late can..i wait for them until i sleep haha..they left at 2AM!!!!!! haha..help mama packed the house lor..went to slp at 3am..
today wake up bathe haha..went to eat lunch with relatives again..after that went to auntie house bai nian..eeyer i dun want play mahjong de leh then my ah ma ask me to play coz short of 1 person..no mood to play then lost $30 haha..donate money sia haha..use cousin com for a while..went for dinner..wah lao eh the restaurant so ex sia..6 dishes for $199++ leh per table..then we ordered white rice..ate less than half bowl only then no more dish le haha..cannot waste food ma then all of us eat white rice with chilli sauce hahahah..damn funny..now i got phobia of eating rice with chilli haha..so all went home..tired
tmr sch going to start lor..sian leh my playing mood haven end but now is time to get serious haha..PJC here i come!!!
well jc life is like that..will find time for u de k :D

2009-01-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

today woke up by moe message..yes im posted to PJC..slept again and qm called me and asked me..spoil my beauty slp sia haha..woke up at 10 then use com..met kim py wj qz eh germ elina at lot 1 lor..ate ajisen then went to watch bridewars..afterwhich i went back to sch with the boys..then reach sch for a while then go off le coz need to meet mama soon..went out with mama to buy my sch bag..then go makan..home then..
wah alot ppl going PJC wor..we wont be lonely le hahha..next week start sch le dun play play..must work hard for you and for me..
now i understand the most impt word between us le..sorry :(

2009-01-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

exhausted sia..went to alot of places today..first met qm at JE mrt..went to cck meet kim wj ant yuan jh and cy..ate lunch at pizzahut..damn full k..after that went to catch movie..next time dun see movies with qm le..laugh so loud somemore..after movies went liyuan house bai nian..thanks yuan..they gamble sia..played blackjack and i played a few rounds..won 4 bucks from uncle jh haha..went to jh house lor..sit for awhile went to lot 1..after that met them again to go law house bai nian..thanks to law too..went home then..
thurs good day right haha..thanks for the day and everything :D

2009-01-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

ok firstly HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
first day went to grandma house then grandauntie house..went home for a while then went to uncle house..played mahjong for 4 rounds only and i won $42 haha..see easy money right haha..slack there lor coz adults playing cards then others want to play mahjong also so let them play..i win money i run haha..went home quite late..
second day tired leh haha..afternoon went to M&M house haha..heart attack lor..but she real good to me haha..after that walk walk at lot 1 then went to bukit batok to wait for mama to fetch me to auntie house..ate dinner then they started to gamble..adults played cards while some played mahjong..i played 4 rounds and won $13 haaha..adults gamble until 1 something then go home..knocked out
today woke up and ate lunch haha..then went to sch to wait for M&M..after that headed to IMM..she shopped her things sia..then we keep on fighting and arguing hahah..went back to lot 1 then took bus to auntie house coz parents want to gamble again..my brother never give me the right information to my auntie house in the end i lost haha..took cab lor..then rest there..played mahjong and lost $1 hahaa..now then reach home..tired..tmr going out with cliques yo..must have fun and catch up with each other..
heh no prob la..u happy can liao :D

2009-01-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

i'm at someone's house now...and i scared fat so never eat her mashmellows...haha...i almost had a heart attack on the way lor...outside the door already so many pairs of shoes...gave oranges and oranges came back+angbao+pressie :D and i saw da bian!but it's edible....now eating ice cream...and it's very nice..oh and ah...i got another packet of food...lalalala.happy:D
WO AI NI!

2009-01-25T23:06:00.003+08:00

wah seh powerful sia..yesterday night play mahjong until 5am then slp..good news is i won sia and i won more than last time haha..father mother and bro all lose only i 1 winner hahaha..i feel so bad winning their money but is they want to play de not me haha..woke up in the morning then someone ask me slp somemore haha..so afternoon then wake up..slack and ate lunch..watch tv then use com..bathe and get ready go to grandma house again..my grandma very good to me coz yesterday i say i want to eat her fried rice and today she cooked for me to eat sia haha..her fried rice damn nice k..so ate fried rice for dinner lor..then went home..aiyo im tired leh but cannot slp haha..
dun be angry..must smile more..next week :D

2009-01-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

yo im back..today woke up by someone's call..is a wrong number..and she kept on saying she called the right person..she ask me to tell dun know who that her children with her then ask me when she want to take her kids back..i was like lmao im only a 16 yr old kid leh haha..whatever..went to slp again and someone sms me haha..this one of coz not prank but sms-ed a good morning haha..then i go bathe and set off with family..we go eat reunion lunch with my father's side de relatives..steamboat leh..very full and eat a lot of tofu haha..then lunch my biaojie talked to me:
biaojie: why u wear a necklace with a ring? later no one dare to approach u when they see the ring and thought u attached le
me: then very good ma..i so fierce so they dun dare approach me..im attached what
biaojie: sure not dun bluff la..
me: of coz im attached la..my body parts all connected ma haha..aiya wear that necklace becoz fashion la k..u think so much for what sia..u want to be attached to me then say la haha..
biaojie: eeyer i dun want to be one of ur body part lor hahha
after that head to mother side de family eat reunion dinner..went to grandma house..felt tired and i slept like a pig on grandma's bed haha..then makan lor..bought some nian huo at sheng shiong downstairs then came home..talk to peishi and qm on the phone for a while..chat in msn also then now im getting ready to play mahjong with family..give me luck and hope i win big money again hahaha..
to you: stop disturbing her can..im seriously getting pissed..if u want to wait then can u have patience..but all i can say is wait long long ba
when will be our next meet up? cheer up k :D

2009-01-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

i want my beauty slp..wake up so early sia..i woke up earlier but i still late go out of house haha..then panick la coz scared late..lucky not late..reach le only law there..others all late lor..meet ant qm wj cy and jh lor..watched the concert..and i said happy chinese new year to mdm leow sia..great achievement haha..in the middle of the concert nearly heart attack sia..haha..what to do hais..haha..after concert go canteen slack..others went to play bball..mama put me aeroplane..so qm and i went peishi house..met them at bus stop..go peishi house see SHE stuff..then went to IMM to buy peishi's sister shoes..makan at ajisen..then went lot 1 walk walk..today maid for the day haha..walk until leg got blisters lor coz new shoe..wah today everywhere also pain sia..from heart to hand to leg ah..hahah..of coz today is a happy day la :D..
today i eat too much tofu but some ppl eat mine more..tsk :D